DID YOU EVER NOTICE, YOU CAN BE GOING ALONG HAPPIER THEN YOU HAVE BEEN IN YEARS, AND ONE TRIP TO THE DOCTORS CHANGES YOUR WHOLE ATTITUDE ON EVERYTHING?
I SPENT A FEW DAYS IN THE HOSPITAL AND THEY FOUND SOMETHING I DID NOT KNOW I HAD. LITTLE PIECE OF ADVICE RHEUMATIC FEVER, MAKE SURE YOUR DOCTOR KEEPS AN EYE ON YOUR HEART, ESPECIALLY THE VALVES. MY LATE SISTER AND I BOTH HAD RHEUMATIC FEVER WHEN WE WERE KIDS. HER'S WAS WORSE THAN MINE AND WE KNEW EARLY ON IT HAD DAMAGED HER HEART, BUT I THOUGHT I WAS LUCKY, BECAUSE NOTHING HAD EVER SHOWN UP CONNECTING MY HEART TO RHEUMATIC FEVER, UNTIL THIS LAST HOSPITAL STAY. IT IS NOT GOOD AND I WILL MOST LIKELY NEED SOME KIND OF SURGERY TO FIX IT. THEY HAVE A LOT OF TESTS TO RUN FIRST. I FOUND OUT TODAY FROM A VIDEO I FOUND ON LINE THAT NOT ONLY CAN IT HAVE CAUSED THIS VALUE PROBLEM, BUT THE VALUE PROBLEM MAY BE A FACTOR IN THE AFIB ADN AREAL FLUTTER I HAVE BEEN DIAGNOSED WITH. MY EMOTIONS ARE EVERYWHERE. I JUST SNAPPED AT MY B/F FOR SOMETHING SO STUPID. UNTIL THEY DECIDE WHAT THEY ARE GOING TO DO, I ANTICIPATE MY MOODS BEING BAD. IT SI A LOT TO DEAL WITH. WHEN I WENT TO THE HOSPITAL, I WAS HAVING TROUBLE BREATHING, BUT I DID NOT THINK IT WAS ANYTHING SERIOUS. I HAVE MANY ALLERGIES AND THIS YEAR HAS BEEN A BAD YEAR FOR THEM. i THOUGHT I WOULD GO UP THEY WOULD GIVE ME SOMETHING FOR THE ALLERGIES AND SEND ME HOME. BOY WAS I WRONG! WHAT STARTED AS A 24 HR OBSERVATION ENDED UP A 4-DAY STAY WITH A CHEST X RAY , A CT SCAN, AND AN ECHO CARDIOGRAM. IT WAS THE LATTER THAT SHOWED THE HEART MURMUR AND THE VALVE PROBLEM. THEY KNOW WHAT IT IS, BUT THEY HAVE NOT DECIDED THE BEST TREATMENT YET. I THINK THAT IS WHY I AM SO ON EDGE. SOMETHING WILL NEED DONE, OR IT IS POSSIBLE FOR ME TO DIE FROM IT IN 2 YEARS. I WILL PROB DO AS THEY SAY, BUT THIS KINDA KNOCKS ME WANTING TO LIVE TO BE 100 OFF THE TABLE.
jane_and.the_dragon
присъединил се:
Worry about your character, not your reputation. Your character is who you are, your reputation is who people think you are.
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