jane_and.the_dragon

 
registriert seit: 15.04.2014
Worry about your character, not your reputation. Your character is who you are, your reputation is who people think you are. ht
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SPRING BLUES

Spring time is a great time, everything is more colorful and people are getting outdoors and trying new things and renewing interests in old hobbies. It is fun for them, and a great thing to do in the warm weather, but I am in such a blue emotional state I can not enjoy it, and it seems like I am developing some resentment for the spring activities that are taking the company of people I enjoyed winter away from me. I would never try to stop anyone from enjoying THEIR lives, we only get one and everyone should enjoy it while they can, but understanding that does not make me feel less lonely when everyone is off doing fun spring things, and all I can do is set around and worry about what the doctors are going to do to my heart. There is a problem with at least one value, and it will be at least July before they have all the info they need to figure it out. I got a serious case of spring blues.( NOT THAT ANYONE REALLY CARES ????.