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Have you ever notice , when one of a group or things and sometimes even people others being around the bad one can cause the others to go bad. I was checking my potatoes the other week and I saw one one of my potatoes was starting to grow eyes and get soft. I did not have time to deal with it at that minute, so I left it and got back to it about a week later. By that time, they were all growing and getting soft. In just a week one bad potato ruined the whole bag.
Today I went to a room I used to practically live in. Said hi like i always do, and only 1 person spoke. Now here is the thing, many of them used to say hi. Sooooooooooooo the real question isssssss did the bad potato spoil the bag, orrrrrrrrrrrrrrr were they never really my friends in the first place? Another good question is why do i care. If they are that easily turned or if they were faking it, they are not worth my time anymore.

NOTHING MAKES MY BLOOD BOIL HOTTER AND FASTER THEN SOMEONE LIEING ON ME. I JUST FOUND OUT TODAY SOMEONE THAT HAS ALWAYS HATED ME HAS BEEN LIEING ON ME. THE INTERESTING PART OF THIS IS THAT THOSE LIES CREATED INSIDE THAT PERSON'S DEMEMTED MIND WERE USED AS JUSTIFICATION FOR DOING SOMETHING TO ME THAT WAS WRONG AND UNFAIR.
IT WILL ALL WORK OUT IN THE END THOUGH CAUSE KARMA IS THE GREAT EQUILIZER. LOL AND IT MAY TAKE A BIT BUT IT GETS EVERYONE WHO DOES BAD THINGS IN THE END. SO I AM JUST GONNA SIT BACK AND WATCH AND WAIT FOR KARMA TO LAY THE SMACK DOWN ON THE LIAR.

I got a call yesterday from a friend or mine. She told me she was in rehab because she had fractured her hip. She asked me to go and tell the head admin of the league she was staff in what had happened, and to ask to be put on vacation. She was frightened she would be kicked from the league if she was not there and they did not have her on vacation. I tried to reassure her that would not happen, because she could physically not be there. But she was so upset i agreed todo as she asked. I went to the room and announced in the lobby what she had told me to tell them. My friend then said I should give her phone number to the head admin. I was not putting that in an open lobby, so I pmed the head admin , but she never replied. So I asked in the lobby for her to please look at the pm.
It was then that things got ugly. The head admin said she did not want to hear anything from me. This shocked me. I am trying to help one of her head tournament directors, and she does not want to know that the htd wanted her to know. As soon as the head admin spoke meanly to me some of her minions decided to join in the attack. The odd part is they had not said anything mean to me until the head admin did. Kind of reminded me of a movie I once saw about a wolf pack. The wolf pack was lead by a female wolf, and they all attacked when she gives the signal. It also reminded me of one of those kill the messenger things, but if they think their messed up attitude to me will EVER stop me from doing a favor for a hurt friend they got another think coming. My friends mean way more to me then their childish attitudes.

I had a revelation this past week, and as a result my mind se and personality has shifted into a slightly darker spot. Anyone who knows me knows that is never a good thing. It is just one little thing that caused the shift, and as a result I will most likely do somethings others will not like.
Thought I had a friend and that all the bull of the past several months could be laid aside for 1 game of pool. Apparently not. My pm was ignored. It is never a good idea to totally ignore me ESPECIALLY when you are lieing to others and telling them you are still my friend.
It is fine though now that I know this person is not now and prob never was my friend it frees me to tell some of the things we talked about that I would never have told if we were still friends. The total irony of this is finding this out after my ejection from a lg I was in. The sad part is they ejected 3 of my friends who did nothing wrong, just cause they were my friends, ohhhhhh and the sage remark was not waisted on me. You think we are evil. dearie, you got no clue what evil is YET.

I heard it said on tv tonight and it is still true ( A TRUE FRIEND IS HARD TO FIND, HARDER TO LEAVE AND IMPOSSIBLE TO FORGET.) Truer words were never spoken. I had a good net friend about 2 decades ago. If it were not for his caring and understanding how messed up I was at the time, I would not be here today. I was on the verge of punching my own ticket, and he stepped into that dark place I was in and pulled me out into the light again. It has been a couple years sense he has been on the net and I still miss him. I fear the pandemic may have gotten him :( he had copd before it hit. I fear he may not have been strong enough to survive the virus if he got it.
I thought I found another friend a few years ago that would have been just as important in my life. * Shrugs guess I was wrong because the leaving was not as hard as I thought it would be. It seems that friend has forgotten me. I still have remnants of the relationship I THOUGHT we were building, but they grow thinner every day.'
Another saying goes some people come into your life for a reason, others for a season, and there are others that leave foot prints in your memory forever.