Have you ever wondered what is someone motives for doing something? I finally received a long awaited vacation last night, but the timeing is not good. I think the motovation of my boss was to give me the time off i earned. But I think his second in command who is also his wife may have had a different motive for wanting me to take the time off now rather then in Dec like I had planned.
She and i had a few words just houfs before I was imformed my vacation time had come through. coincidence? Maybe. Or just maybe it was more of a disaplinary action because my attitude was not appriciated, I may never know for sure what is the whole truth. The thing is i really need to keep busy and my mind off my personal things right now, and having nothing to do only gives me more time to think about the things that stressed me out in the first place. Everyone has their own motives for everything they do and i may never know the truth.
So I sit around and worry about my nephew how is that helpful to anyone? If the intentions were pure and they were really trying to help they picked the worst possible time to do it. Guess I will just go to bed. In the words of Scarlet I will think about that tomorrow.
